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yes, they do!

2011-04-29T10:03:00.000-07:00

so this year one of my best friend will tie the knot with her beloved fiancée..

I tried to captured their very, very casual pre-wed picture..

in conjunction of her big day, I try to lose few pounds just to look good in my bridesmaid dress :) disciplines! disciplines! here's a sneak peak of what my idea for the bridesmaid dress. auuw..I hope it will turn out great!

By the way, did you watch the Royal Wedding?What a beautiful wedding. What I love the most is people from different races and religions from all over the world gathered in church to share the happiness.

This is a second post using my blackberry. I was thinking to change to another handheld. I hate the one I'm currently using. Yes, seriously!not a fan of touch screen, so what shud I get?!

Xoxo

summer!

2011-04-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

* doin some housekeeping here!
Its my first ever post from my stupid blackberry. its summer n this is the time of the year where the spring/summer dress collection will drivin me insane! Just being random.^_^

Xoxo

If I could be where you are

2011-01-13T08:00:00.000-08:00

I was ~~busy~~ browsing music on the You-tube and I found this song

Is there a way I can find you? Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow,to bring you back home?

Yeah I wish I found that sign...

It's been almost 4 years..and yes I haven't give up on finding the sign. Although we have decided not to talk bout this anymore, but I guess not even a single day goes by without having the thought of him..maybe it takes just a little while or maybe it will take forever to be whole again..maybe holding on isn't the one that make us strong, maybe its letting go..

yes..we're goin to be ok :')

Sidekicks

2011-01-09T01:43:00.000-08:00

My new comrade..

Well..I finally found something that will keep me occupied for the rest of the year..me and my new comrade will have so much fun together! I love my Nikon D3100 so much and yes I'm still reading the manual to help me understands the function better! Will post a picture taken by me with my new Nikon D3100 soon!

My 2011 wishlist~Nikon D3100-CHECK!

Next~Bigger paycheck :P

xoxo ;)

Happy New Year All

2010-12-29T23:13:00.000-08:00

GREAT! after half an hour of uploading I can finally scribbling something on my blog..thanks to *****m broadband! they should really win an award or something..

Its the third day of Christmas and hopefully its not too late for me to wish all of you a Merry Happy Christmas..ho ho ho!and yes..my true love did send me three French hens, two turtle doves and a partridge on a pear tree :P Its the time of the year where you will received wedding, engagement, wedding, engagement and more of wedding and engagement invitation. It is the most beautiful time of the year and indeed the most busiest. I don't get a lot of chance to hang around with my friends like we usually did on holidays. I'm sorry guys!!U guys are the best!*hugs*

2010 almost comes to its end and maybe many of us by now has came up with a very long new year's resolution list and as always, I don't have any. Or maybe I have, not a resolution, more like a plan or new wish list or something..

Here are my MUST HAVE item for 2011;

Lilian and Jenifer Too's Feng Shui Astrology Book

I bought Lilian and Jenifer Too's Feng Shui Astrology Book every year. Astrology book is fun to read. Its a pocket size book and I have it in my handbag all the time.

Nikon D3100 Digital SLR

Actually this is on the top of my list of MUST HAVE ITEM FOR 2011! Looking at my nephews and nieces, I realized how fast time flies. Family and friends are important to me and I want to capture every beautiful moment with them. And for a beginner like me..D3100 is definitely the one.

I can tell you all of my wish list but maybe it will takes me to create a new blog coz the list will go on and on and on..:P.

I wish all of you a Happy New Year and may this new year will bring you more happiness..:)

Love from me and Tiffany..xoxo

In The Mean Time

2010-10-12T06:52:00.000-07:00

Greeting lovelies! I've been neglecting my blog for quite sometimes..I have a lot to share but I'm just too lazy to write..or actually to type ;). September almost come to its end..and I seriously cant wait for October to come because.......

My Besties is coming to town!

Have you ever felt like you don't like where you stand and maybe you just belong somewhere else but 'here'?Life is like a roller coaster - a topsy turvy ride but yet full of exhilaration. I don't really enjoy my ride at the moment..but yeah..life is all about timing. There's time when we're sad, time when we're happy, time when we're on top, enjoying the view from the edge and time when we stumble and fall..ouch!

I f you ask me..I'd say that life is a B****!

I learned that maybe one day the person that are most unlikely to hurt us probably will..you will find that there's no such thing as fairy tales, dreams will never come true..and don't even let me started with the 'happily ever after' phrase!

There is so such thing as 'too late' in life..

Is our lives controlled by fate is it merely by chance? maybe we are here to complete someone else's life. or maybe we are here to learn and teach others valuable lesson in life..I believe that there is a reason for each existence and we are here to find the missing pieces of our life..or maybe we are a part of someone else's missing pieces :)

fate is chance..

Have you ever felt like you are making wrong turn in your life? When you are supposed to take the other road but you are just confused with the road sign and so you end up going nowhere and u-turn is not an option! Why is there no so-called GPS to give us direction in this life?

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Since I am tooooo lazy to type..I'll just make this post simple..as a conclusion......

Sometimes..things aren't the way it look as what the saying said~There's a silver lining in every dark cloud..

God had something bigger for us than what we had for our self..well, that's what we want to believe or maybe what we should believe.

But how do we know that we will be perfectly happy by using the other road? I guess nothing is certain in this life~

bye July...

2010-07-31T10:22:00.000-07:00

hellow there!i really hope someone miss me and my post =p

i have new addiction while i'm away for quite sometimes from my blog...

i. Mitch Albom

gosh, i love his book(s).very inspirational.i just can't get enough of it. ;)and my favorite quotation from this book, "Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back." so true..:'(

ii. Mezut Ozil

goooooo German!!no explanation needed why i'm addicted to this one rite? *batting eyelashes* ;p

iii. Ayam Penyet

don't ask me why...

iv. Terrified by Katherine McPhee feat Zachary Levi

one word..BEAUTIFUL song..well, i guess thats two words. i can listen to this song over and over again and still craved for more...

v. Poker

lol! I guess everyone has their own way to make themselves occupied on Saturday night.

and the list goes on and on...

undo, undo & undo

2010-01-15T07:57:00.000-08:00

what do you think of this ambiance?

pretty relaxing aite?

its just another girl nite out for me and maria...
seriously i don't know what will i do without having a friend like her....MARIA!YOU'RE THE BEST!!!*hugs*

last couple of months has not been the best period of time for me..and having a friend like her really helps.

mehio...we're all grown up now, aren't we? i wish we could put on our secondary pinafore and turn to 13 again..over and over again..haha..and that just reminds me of time traveler's wife. just that im not as lucky as Hendry to live a life on a shifting timeline..haha..on second thought its pretty scary right?

sometimes i just wish that we could have an 'undo' button in our life and it'll be easier to do amendment..and what i wish to change if i have that button:

✿ i will study harder and become a doctor! haha

✿ i will stop noel from going out that evening...
✿ i will never give love a try...coz its hurt so bad..ehehehe

maybe maria is right..."orang dah move on,kita masih stuck dalam balang"..get me out of this cookie jar!!!!

till then....

METAMORPHOSIS

2010-01-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

its been a while and i miss scribbling something in this blog...and HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!so what is your resolution for 2010? to be honest.. ~~i don't have any~~..why do we have to wait until new year to change some of 'unwanted' habits in us?~ngeee~

Nevertheless, its time to do some amendment, letting go and move on.2009 has taught me a lot..and i guess it will become one of the year that i will remember..after three awesome years..i had my convocation in 2009, my first job after graduation, i have made some new friends and i discovered my true friends..the one that sticks with me through thick and thin..i fall in love ~~and then i fall ou~~t..and it reminds me of a quote saying " some people walk into your life, leave a footprint in your heart and you'll never be the same" and yes...2009 gave me the opportunity to experienced that feeling..i've met someone and i learned to be a better person..but im leaving behind the memories..and i will never look back.i won't cry over spilled milk anymore.i learned to forgive and forget..though revenge sounds more tempting..(evil laugh)..nah...

and its another year without having noel in our life...and we miss him even more each day..letting him go has been the most painful period and its getting harder each day..and the pain to go through another year without him is just beyond any words..

both of my angels(nephew and niece)..(who happened to be trapped in a little monkey's body, pardon me people..hahaha) went to pre-kindergarten this year..oh my..how time flies..im getting ~~older in the age bu~~t younger in the heart..

family and true friends will never failed us..so cherish them each and single day of our life..im blessed for having a great friends by my side who will never get tired of me..hahaha..thanks gurls!

i won't say that i will change to a new person..cut my hair or lose another weight in 2010..but i will learn to be a better person, better daughter, better friend. above all..i hope that lord will lead my way...all the best people *hugs*

WHAT IS THIS????

2009-08-27T10:18:00.000-07:00

i have to admit.....

that im goin insane!!!!!!O___o

SERIOUSLY insane..

this time i need my dearie friends so so much..

the feeling that i have inside is killing me..

what could this be?? ♥

SURPRISE!

2009-08-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

this year maria has planned a surprise burfday party for her boyfie..

and the venue:

is of course the one and only Links..i guez..its no longer a surprise to all of you..
and the time: 7:30p.m..
(according to maria..we must be there at 7:30 sharp in order not to spoil the surprise..). but i guez..as a malaysian..we don't really love the word 'PUNCTUAL'..and in fact im having trouble pronouncing it..so..yeah..we arrived at almost 7:50..
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once we arrived..

are you kidding??of course we took a pictures of us first..

even before we enter the restaurant...

and the moment of truth..the part where we have to step into the restaurant with the light off..

and sing a birthday song..

to our birthday boy!

and we just adore the background view-kuching city at night.

and..our most favorite spot award.....

goes to the TOILET!!hahahaha
and we even have some 'drama' that night!

no comment!no comment!

nah!!we're bestfriend!!owez..*hugs*
luv u gals...♥

GRADUATION

2009-08-16T10:38:00.001-07:00

arrrrrggghh...penat mai hari tok..ari tadi cuba melelapkan mata tapi ngai gak tindok..macam adai percaya akhirnya tiba gak detik bersejarah dalam hidup ku....

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CONVOCATION!!!!!!

finally..after an awesome 3 years...my journey as a student berakhir pada 16/08/09..seriously..i will miss my life as a student a lot! and i really mean a lotssss!!!!

pics taken during our rehearsal

i have made lot of great friends in unimas..and now i have to say goodbye to them..sob..sob...seriously diatu aku rasa kak mengulang semula tempoh tiga tahun yang lalu..hahaha..bila dah tiba saat-saat akhir bersama ngau kawan-kawan tok baru la sedar sometimes we wasted lots of our time argueing over stupid matters and if i were given another chance to fix certain things in my life i promise that aku akan lebih menghargai orang di sekeliling aku..semacam jak bunyi ayat tok..haha..but anyway..pics me in my graduation robe with my other friends bedau di upload gik..will upload it soon!!!

FRIDAY NITE

2009-07-31T22:37:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!adai sabar nganti surprise birthday party untuk someone next week tok..so malam tadik aku and maria sekali gik pergi ke Links untuk muat confirmation and all...since he don't know bout my blog so i guess its ok untuk nulis pasal surprise birthday party ya tok..hehehehehe...

this is the view side that we have chosen untuk malam nyak..seriously i really can't wait..**sambil berunding apa baju kak di kena**..and as always...sebedau pulai....

begambaaaaaaah lok....!*wink*
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our next destination.......

bing!

after 10 kawan ku ngambik ku dari bing...so tinggallah maria sorang diri di bing waiting for her boyfie...

ONE FINE DAY...

2009-07-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

hari tok maria minta tolong ku untuk membantu ya muat siti keja..tapi sebedau nyak kami dua singgah di Lemanak Cafe lok...

dan akhirnya..kami dua bulih saguhati dari Lemanak cafe berupa dua orang pembantu sambilan diak..hehehehehe(anang munuh aku!!!)

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sebenar ya tugas yang di maksudkan maria adalah ngigak apa-apa kes yang ulih di selesaikan oleh jabatan ya..for example trafic light yang rosak,jalan raya bermasalah,etc....dengan sepenuh jiwa raga la kami bertiga kak nolong maria....jadi tempat pertama yang kami pegi...

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erm....cuba teka dini.....
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almost there.......
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does this view looks familiar???
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how bout this one?haha..aku pun adai paham apakah jenis kerosakan yang ulih dilaporkan ditu..hehe..tapi kami berempat terlambat..Links dah tutup by the time kami kiak..and so...
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as always...we took pictures...

of us...and..

more pictures of us..INSIDE THE TOILET!
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seriously Kuching look so great from the top view..
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and so tiny too..
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our next destination....
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SATOK!!!
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i never like the idea of being in the crowded place like satok.tadik pun bendar kami dua carey nganok orang yang very the ****...so i will just be gud and enjoy my coconut juice..however...i really love the time when im out with my bestfriends..seriously lama dah kami berempat adai hangout sama..normally mesti bisi sorang yang adai available..
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jadi kesimpulan ya...anang melencong enti kak muat keja(especially to maria)..hehehehe..aku pun adai nemu apakah kes yang berjaya di temui kami empat hari tok...but whatever it is...i luv u gals soooooo much!*wink*

IF THE SUN SHUTS DOWN...

2009-07-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

have you ever having the difficulties to tell someone that you love what you feel or think of them? for example.. sometimes mesti bisi tergerak perasaan untuk madah ngau parents kitai that we love them sooooo much but we couldnt find the right way to say it and in the end we just left it to be unspoken? same goes to our friends..we want to tell them how important they are but kadang-kadang kitai rasa macam dah 'buang tabiat' jak untuk madah semua nyak? hujung-hujung di padah sidak mintak kenang pulak (*_*)..hahaha..

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or have you ever fall for someone but you just couldn't find the right word to say? and in the end..you lost that someone? sedangkan mungkin bisi peluang enti kitai just berterus terang? okay...that sounds cheesy..but hey..i bet keadaan macam tok selalu terjadi kan?

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i have sooooooo many things that i kept inside my 'closet'..(its just a metaphor)..and not ready to clear it out..but in this post..i decided to clear some of that clutters away. i want to say:

I love my family so much..♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I love my friends so much..♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

and i love you..who read this post>>so much

;)

2009-07-08T04:29:00.000-07:00

tengkiu so much mushy for all the pictures! miss u soooooooooooooooooo much...

hopefully that your marriage will last forever..im a bit terharu seeing all the pictures..so happy for you my dearie..

im sure you'll be a good wife to 'abe'

and we all just loves this pic!haha..and some comments in fb for mushy

miss you and love you so much mushy!wishing you a great new life!!*wink*

THANKS GOD ITS FRIDAY!

2009-07-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

Its been such a damn busy week..coz tok minggu pertama aku join training program di tempat ku practical on my second year di unimas dolok..sometimes i even forget to reply some text messages from my friends...SUHEEEEEE...anang nganuk aku!ala-ala busy la aku tok tadik..its a very motivasional training program. whatever it is i thank god its friday..im damn exhausted today and so sorry carey adai ulih join ya ke penview inn utk join 'ngiling tikai 2009' by waifm and radiokitai.com. plus, we have this 'bowling tournement' thing going on hari tok between amatur-amatur yang adai bertauliah dan adai di sahkan oleh mana-mana badan yang berkaitan ngau sukan bowling. but.. i don't take picture since aku nadai mood bergambar hari tok. satu-satunya gambar tok pun ehsan ari chris. again..im exhausted!

its me, julian n chris. aku adai ngelala sapa duduk sebelah ku nyak.kasih medak ya..baik begambar skali le..actually mayuh gik pemain-pemain lain but nadai mood gak ngambik gambar ngau bala sidak..

actually i loves bowling..enti di unimas memang slalu gak ke bowling centre diak and main ngau kawan-kawan..but still..i suxs at bowls..heran kan..

with mushy n lyna di unimas. tokla game terakhir bala kami before abis sem tok tadik

and in the end it go striaght nuju longkang nyak..

abis jak main bowling..aku and julian pulai awal..malas kak join bala sidak lepak diak gik..nadai larat dah rasa ya..but...before pulai me and julian decided to go somewhere and find something to eat and...

since dah terlalu lamak nadai makai di area hui sing garden diak, and kebetulan aku sangat-sangat rindu ngau mee manis ya...aku ngau julian meredah hujan untuk pegi makai diak..kilat pun sungguh dashyat tadik..dah makai tisi jalai jak...nang ala-ala nyawa di hujung tanduk demi kak makai mee manis..hehe

actually mayuh kenangan di hui sing garden tok..see that building? shop house nyak la tempat abg ipar ku nyewa time bujang kelia and kakak ku pernah tinggal diak time mula-mula kawin dolok. aku rasa sekitar 1995 and 1996..me and my bro normally akan lepak diak time hujung-hujung minggu.. medak bangunan nyak pun aku rasa sedih coz its so sad bila mengenangkan kenangan-kenangan ngau orang yang dah nadai agik but somehow kenangan nyak agik diak..its the same thing bila pegi ke tempat abang ku slalu makai..sinu ngenang bila tempat yang ya slalu pegi agik bisi but ya pulak yang dah nadai..huhuhu..sungguh emosi..

100 TRUTHS

2009-06-22T07:13:00.000-07:00

A just for fun notes from my facebook..;p

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WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage: plain water
3. last text message: "gud luck n take care"
4. last song you listened to: aduh..what is the name of that song???
5. last time you cried: don't remember..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice: never!
7. been cheated on: yes!
8. kissed someone & regretted it: never!
9. lost someone special: my bro..
10. been depressed: yea..
11. been drunk and threw up: haha..*wink*

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12.black
13.white
14.sapphire blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: does saying 'hi' to a person at a club count?
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: always
18. Met someone who changed you:erm..not yet
19. Found out who your true friends were: ya!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no..is there any?hmm...
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list: no

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: most of them
24. Do you have any pets: jugam
25. Do you want to change your name: i love my name
26. What did you do for your last birthday: the same thing i do every birthday
27. What time did you wake up today: 0902
28. What were you doing at midnight last night:in bed
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: answering next ques
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last 15 min
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: having my bro back...
32. What are you listening to right now: a music from p.ramlee movie at tv2
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: at farm town! omg!tom should have his own fan profile!!hahahahaha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the fact that my internet connection is STUPID!
35. Most visited webpage: facebook
37. Nickname/s: dave, vee, umang
38. Relationship Status: as long as im not married then im single..
39. Zodiac sign: sagi
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary?: st andrew
42. High school: smk pending
43. College: bunga raya
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: long..errr..u mean hair right?
46. Height: 150++(can't remember the exact figure)
47. Do you have a crush on someone: no
48. What do you like about yourself?: nothing
49. Piercings: yes
50. Tattoos: love it but not on my skin
51. Righty or lefty: im a righty..

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: kusssss semangat!
53. First piercing: when i was just a little girl
54. First best friend: fedelina
55. First sport you joined:badminton.. i guess
56. First vacation: ermmmm....santubong?haha
58. First pair of trainers: erk?

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating:no
60. Drinking:no
62. Listening to: the sound of ceiling fan in my bedroom?
63. Waiting on: your next question..obviously

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: twin!!!!
65. Get Married: god's will
66. Career?: promise that i'll work hard to achieve it

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs..and more hugs
69. Shorter or taller: depend
70. Older or Younger: 30 is the new 20..so why bother bout age?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: combination of both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach of course!
73. Sensitive or loud: both...moderately
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: giggles

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: euuuuwww..
77. Drank hard liquor: yea..
78. Lost glasses/contacts: i don't use any
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: guess so..
81. Had your own heart broken: yeap..
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: maybe
84. Cried when someone died: r u kidding?
85. Fallen for a friend?: it all started as a friend
86. Yourself: davina
87. Miracles: happens
88. Love at first sight: yes!
89. Heaven: is so real
90. Santa Clause: is coming to town?
91. Kiss on the first date: is this a trick ques?
92. Angels: still waiting..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?: nope..
95. Did you sing today?: everyday
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?: 22 may 2007
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: no turning back
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: im afraid of getting hurt
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: AUK

JUST ANOTHER SATURDAY

2009-06-20T09:18:00.000-07:00

aku rasa its been a while aku and maria nadai lepak-lepak and duduk minum d khatulistiwa gik. enti dolok aku rasa almost everyweek kami dua lepak diak.sometimes ukai kami dua jak..ngau kawan-kawan lain gak. well, mungkin kedudukan ya yang strategic nyak menyebabkan tempat nyak agak best di jadikan tempat duduk and minum ngau kawan-kawan. tapi since diatu mayuh gik tempat untuk makai yang lebih best, so khatulistiwa is no longer a choice untuk kami duduk berandau. tapi everytime enti kiak aku mesti akan bisi siti feeling-HEARTBROKEN!hahaha..all those memories...dolok mungkin ya sedih..tapi diatu ku rasa ya lucu..and bodoh..;P

so tonight we decided untuk duduk and minum diak...aku rasa tempat nyak dah adai semeriah dolok..and aku rasa town pun adai meriah malam tok. infact aku rasa bahagian town makin menakutkan. dengan mua2 mensia yang duduk lepak di area pejalai kaki waterfront..sungguh menakutkan.. dengan bau arak..what happen to kuching? enti sebagai penduduk kuching pun aku rasa adai selamat bejalai diak..i can imagine keni perasaan pelancong-pelancong medak ulah orang-orang macam nyak..

antara pose kami dua di khatulistiwa zaman kelia..;P

then aku menerima sms ari abangku saying~."lelengau aku rindu ngau menyadik kitai noel...terbayang aku mua ya diatuk". aku rasa setiap kami di rumah sangat-sangat merindui ya..just that we don't want to talk bout it anymore..bak kata kakak ku, "not to forget him, but just to let him go.." i really miss him...cuma aku adai cara untuk madah ngau ya........good night all...:'(

MY BAD DAY

2009-06-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well, you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong (ahhh...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh, you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

beberapa hari tok merupakan hari-hari yang sangat teruk dalam hidup aku..i guess terlalu mayuh benda untuk difikirkan sampai aku jadi cepat marah..but then i feel bad about it. hari tok aku dah dapat result untuk my final semester and yaaaaaaayyy..convocation here i come! but yet it does not excites me much. perasaan gembira nyak bedau datai..agaknya kena tinggal flight.huhu..maybe sometimes when we expect too much from life we will end up miserable but...

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maybe betty is right..(in 'the mother of a problem' episode)..when betty said something to daniel meade and it goes something like this, "sometimes you just can't have more. sometimes you just need to take whatever that it is there.." (ukai dialog yang tepat..hampir-hampir jak..hehe) wah...memang berkesan gak pengaruh television tok. but however agak menyedarkan gak la dialog nyak..mungkin kadang-kadang dalam hidup tok kitai adai ulih memiliki semua yang kitai kak...huhuhu

its me and fang...sama-sama mengalami bad day..konon nya la ya pulai ahad, so i decided to take him out jalan-jalan untuk hari terakhir di kuching.carey pun bisi skali tapi adai sempat ngambik pic ya..we went to karaoke that night.mesti boring giler enti fang dah pulai miri..akak fang 'jue' nyak dah ngai kawan ngau kami gik so nadai orang ulih di baik hang out sama..haha..anang munuh aku fang. but then aku nerima sms awal pagi ahad nyak from fang-"fyi, aku adai jadi pulai-ala2 medak the most embarrassing moment caught on tape".hahahahaha..rupanya ya salah flight..so he will be leaving to miri this wednesday..haha..sabar fang..

i really miss mai..enti di unimas everytime bila ku nadai mood aku sentiasa bercerita ngau ya..but yesterday i received phone call from her..and ya pun sedang besedih...we both born on december so rasanya we have so many things in common..wish you were here..miss you so much mai..uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..and lastly..

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selamat pengantin baru nuju one of my best friend..tengku nurul hafsah tengku heng and mohd. hisyam..aku agik nganti orang empu email pic wedding ya yang grand nyak..so happy and sad at the same time..ukai sedih apa, sedih sebab adai ulih medak ya kawin ..miz her so much..
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aku terlupa siti benda..congrats to catty...(you know i know.hehe)..im so happy for you...walaupun plan untuk pegi rainforest sama tahun tok mungkin adai jadi..huhu..all the best ya!!mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

G.A.W.A.I

2009-05-28T08:17:00.000-07:00

macam adai percaya tinggal beberapa hari gik kak gawai..erm...actually dah dua tahun family ku nadai ngintu gawai and this year...we finally decided to celebrate it..walaupun actually aku lansung nadai mood..entah la..mungkin sebab dah dua tahun nadai suasana gawai dalam rumah tok so im kinda get used to it...mungkin kenangan kehilangan abang ku beberapa hari sebedau gawai nyak agik segar dalam ingatan tok kot(dan aku tak penah sekali suka bercerita dan mengingati hari nyak)..mungkin tahun tok pun macam tahun yang sebedau, im goin to spend my day ngau insan-insan yang paling rapat dalam hidup tok..tapi yang best tahun tok mayuh kawan-kawan yang pulai untuk gawai..and im lovin it!dah la macam-macam sakit datai 'ngabang' time tok.batuk, sakit palak, sakit gigi,sakit kaki,sakit ati..semua bisi..haha..anyway..wish all of you 'SELAMAT HARI GAWAI DAYAK 2009'

hepi gawai and cheers!

final day...

2009-05-07T03:50:00.000-07:00

antara aktiviti yang ku buat hari-hari sebedau exam

kak nurun exam ngau ilmu yang adai entu penuh di dada...my god...adai sabar kak mengakhirkan hari tok..

d saat abis exam..as usual..aku keluar 30 minit lebih awal..hihi..bergambar ngau mua-mua yang memang konfiden sebab nyak semua keluar lebih awal;p

and with two of my dearest friends...

macam adai percaya dah berakhir semua tok...huhuhu...berakhir dah sleepless nite..hari-hari yang tension..and most importantly..zaman2 kegemilangan tok..hahaha..but above all...i had a blast!!

and the award goes to..

2009-04-28T02:53:00.000-07:00

everytime bila tiba time exam...that is when aku rasa aku kak menyapu bilik, mencuci baju, bekebun, betanam betupi..blablabla..i always feel that there's a time to do stuffs before i start my revision..tapi bila nadai exam..and time aku sungguh-sungguh free..nadai kalak terlintas d pikiran untuk aku muat semua nyak..infact aku rasa sungguh-sungguh busy walaupun aku adai nemu kak muat apa(right eyebroe up!)! its two more papers to go and a part of me rasa sungguh sedih untuk menamatkan kehidupan as a student tok..uwaaaaa...but right now..i feel ike giving an award to some peeps ..ok...which category should i start first???emm...

THE BEST FRIEND AWARD

(from left: tengku a.k.a mushy, lyna, bbie and me)

this picture was taken time muda-muda dolok (semester 1).. we still look so innocent... tok la ahli-ahli kumpulan 'peace-bazouka'. terlalu mayuh kerja gila yang kami buat bersama..seriously.. if you gals read this..do u gals remember bb's 'mashimaro'? her vintage 'mashimaro'?the one with a hole in it??haha..omg..that is the most craziest things i've done sepanjang ku menjadi seorang manusia..displaying bb's undies in bb's car.LOL!i love u gals so much..

THE BEST ROOMMATE & BEST FRIEND AWARD

tok la roommate aku sepanjang tiga tahun tok. nama ya mai..nama penuh merupakan rahsia kerajaan..haha..she's the best listener that i could have and we luv to talk and talk sampai tertindok..kadang-kadang adai sedar apa pekara terakhir yang d bualkan..but it seems that im not a very good roommate coz aku selalu meninggalkan ya seorang diri..what to do..kerap ulang alik dari rumah..im sowie mai..thanks for the companion..thanks for crying along with me whenever you saw me cryin..uwaaaaa...see you in KK..(can't wait!!!!)

THE BEST HEROES IN CLASS AWARD

(from left: razif, ali, azemi, paul n weng and missing: jeal)

i luv this pic!hahaha..macam aksi dalam kungfu panda..they are the best classmate and its no fun not having them in class.. good luck guys..smile if you guys see this..

p/s: razif..suhe plan asyik adai jadi..

THE BEST PLAYDATE AWARD

(from left: noor, ina & zie)

hahaha..macam dalam facebook..these are some funniest and craziest peeps that i have known..congrats noor n zie (bisi harapan jadi future lecturer tok).antara kawan-kawan yang akan aku rindui...mwaaaaaahhh..

THE BEST FEB STAFF AWARD

hahahaha...suhe encik tujuh anak kapal(bukan nama sebenar)..actually i don't have a picture of him and i took this one from his Facebook profile..ampunkan aku encik yaakub...tapi dengan bangga nya aku kak menganugerahkan 'THE BEST FEB STAFF AWARD' untuk ya. this guy is damn funny..thumbs up to encik yaakub! you are the best!!!

THE BEST SOCIAL NETWORKING AWARD

hahaha...ditok la bala kami lepak bila dah tengah-tengah malam and commenting on each other profile..facebook rocks!

actually mayuh gik anugerah kak di beri..tapi aku dah malas untuk menaip..huhuhu...

FRIENDS FOREVER

2009-04-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinkin' times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And when we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change come whatever
We will still be Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

ITS A WRAP!!

2009-04-16T06:16:00.000-07:00

this one goes out to mushy, razif, jeal, and bb ..i luv u guys so much!this is my last assignment for my final sem (hopefully). thank you guys for being the best actors ever (well..we kinda desperate at that time)..wakaka.. this is some of our pic during the photoshoot..and ya.. this advertisement is basically about two jejaka perasan and three jejaki(girl) (according to lina..haha) gediks..and our new product line -EUPHORIA DARK CHOCOLATE..we are using stop-motion technique and more than 400 pics were taken to create a 45 sec advertisement. the whole process was interesting..and thanks to our photographer-zie & frens..mwaaaaah!

I toLD you So....

2009-04-07T09:32:00.000-07:00

Suppose I called you up tonight
And told you that I love you
And suppose I said I want to come back home
And suppose I cried and said I think I finally learned my lesson
And Im tired of spending all my time alone
If I told you that I realized you're all I ever wanted
And it's killing me to be so far away
Would you tell me that you love me too
And would we cry together
Or would you simply laugh at me and say...

I told you so, Oh I told you so
I told you some day you would come crawling back
And asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I've found somebody new
And you will never break my heart in two again

If I got down on my knees
And told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand
Would we get that old-time feeling
Would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began
Would you tell me that you've missed me too
And that you've been so lonely
And you've waited for the day that I returned
And we'd live and love forever
And that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned

would you say...

Tag(Purse)

2009-04-06T07:39:00.000-07:00

assapai..rasanya topic tok dah 'so yesterday' tp ngenang ka kalak berjanji ngau si KM untuk nunjuk purse aku. ukai apa, agak busy lately ngau final year project.tok pun sebenarnya benung busy prepare untuk presentation pagilak. hahaha..i don't know where to start coz aku bisi beberapa iti purse yg di kena untuk tujuan tertentu (mayuh purse tapi isi nadai)..so..puas ku berunding and i decided untuk nunjuk one of my favorite purse. erm..And seriously, purse tok la yang d baik ke ulu ili di unimas tok (minta ampun enti bahasa iban tok agak kurang keibanan ya) and actually aku adai nemu layak kah beg tok di gelar purse..haha

STEP 1 : Snap pictures of both the outer and inner side of your purse.

errmm..does it look like a purse to you?

Step 2 : Introduce the purse brand and where you bought it.

ok..fine!'purse' tok nadai jenama..and i bought it di airport time ku benung lepak2 di McD airport. and ya..McD airport is one of my favorite hang out place.enti ukai McD airport, McD batu 3 sebab ya dekat ngau unimas..(dekat ka?). enti dolok slalu lepak ke McD area town after abis assigment tengah-tengah malam.pendek kata its a must la melawat McD.lepak ngau lecturer diak..diatu jak dah jarang coz mungkin busy kot..(actually busy melelat ke tempat lain). damn! im goin to miss all those memories so much. owh ya..harga 'purse' tok RM7.70 and nadai sik discount walaupun ku dah cuba nunjuk mua seposen..but hey..don't underestimate 'purse' tok..it is made from tempurung (rasanya la)..and sesuai di jadikan alat perlindungan..berasai gak ngetat enti kena tikau tempurung nyak walaupun ku bedau kala mencuba nikau sapa2..

step 3:Take out all the content of your purse and display

oppss..berebut pulak duit nyak kak pansut.maklumla sempit jak dalam nyak.haha..errr..kira kediri la brapa jumlah duit dalam nyak..kak nyebut pun malu tok arr..nadai tebal baka dompet KM & BC..hahaha..hopefully cukup la belanja nyak untuk minggu tok setelah berbelanja sakan d watson pharmacy kemari..adai la sakan, tapi meli facial cleanser n toner nyak dah lenyau RM59.90.tambah facial mask+nail art+nail polish=kira kediri la..ermm..bala IC, driving license nyak bisi dalam purse siti gik..enda ulih d tunjuk semua nyak.rahsia kerajaan..haha

Step 4 : Tag 7 people

aku dengan bangga nya menge-tag semua orang yang membaca tok.haha..ok la..kak menghafal apa yang perlu di present pagilak...

ARgggghhhhhhh

2009-03-15T08:50:00.000-07:00

arrrrrGGGGGHHHHHH...tensiiiioooooooooonn...adai kalak ku asai tension macam tok....warrrrrrggggghhhhhhhh.....waaaaaaaarrrrrgggghhhhhhhh.........sekian...

hepi 23th birthday to maria!!

2009-03-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

hehehehe....finally..plan yg d buat secara underground beberapa hari tok with roy menjadi..syok nya melakonkan watak kawan lupa birthday kawan..hihihi..suhe maria...hepi
birthday!!mwaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.....

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

2009-02-18T04:12:00.000-08:00

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more...

31 WAYS TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE

2009-02-08T06:49:00.000-08:00

ermmmm...i read this topic and found that it is quite interesting..though i think some of the tips might not work well on ladies..hehehe.

Tell her she is beautiful
Hold her hand at any moment … even if its ust for a second.
Hug her from behind
Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
Wrestle with her
Don’t go hang out with you ex when she is not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.
If youre talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.
Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”
Introduce her to your friends … as your girlfriend.
Play with her hair.
Pick her up (she loves it)
Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn’t like it
Make her laugh
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
If she’s mad at you, kiss her.
If you care about her, then TELL HER
Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one of her t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with her cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
Look her in the eyes and smile.
Hang out with her on weekends
Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
Kiss her just for the heck of it
If your listening to music, let her listen too.
Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its’n simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.
When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make her happy.)
Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
Give her wat she wants
Recognize the small things … they usually mean the most.
Don’t hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out.
Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang wit your girl friend all the time
If u care about her…SHOW her!

WORLD'S TALLEST BUILDING

2009-01-28T22:07:00.000-08:00

Really amazing

This is taken from world's tallest building 'Burj Dubai' @ 2,620 ft / 801m!!!

Look at the edge (uppermost right corner) of the picture, you can almost see the turn of the eart

The persons who are working on the upper most Girders can see the 'ROTATION OF EARTH'

KOSONG-dewa19

2009-01-27T06:54:00.000-08:00

Kamu seperti hantu
Terus menghantuiku
Ke mana pun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku

Salahku biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan
Kau dari pikiranku ini

Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu
Kau tulis namamu

Tubuhku ada di sini
Tetapi tidak jiwaku
Kosong yang hanya kurasakan
Kau telah tinggal di hatiku

DEWA 19 is the best!!!!!and they sound even better in live performance ^_^ and i heart DEWA 19!!

LETS PARTY!!!!!!!!sarawak river cruise rocks!!

2009-01-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

The boat trip on the legendary Sarawak River is a unique experience. It will capture a Sarawakian way of life from a different perspective. Main attractions along the cruise include Malay houses on stilts, fishing villages, shipyards, sawmills and nipah palms. Delight in the breathtaking views of a violet and amber sky as the sun sets in the evening.(http://www.malaysia.travelmall.com/travelmall/tour/Sarawak+River+Cruise)
hehehe...so i did a bit of plagiarism for the introduction above..but Sarawak River Cruise is the coolest venue for a party as it will takes us on a 2-hours cruising experience...and at the same time..we'll get to enjoy the beautiful sight of kuching at nite.

WHY LADIES TODAY TEND TO BE SINGLE???

2009-01-26T20:55:00.000-08:00

hahaha..a friend of mine e-mel this to me..and its kinda funny...read it..

1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have No money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we
are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't
think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice
and have money, are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money
and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in
us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?

'Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job
to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something
you'd like to have dinner with.'

hahaha...betundi aja..ok guys???!!!

Rainforest World Music Festival '08

2009-01-26T09:31:00.000-08:00

the most happening event in town..for music lovers(i mean MUSIC)it is the best place to be as it brings together on stage renowned world musicians from all continents and indigenous musician from the interiors of the mythical island of Borneo.

nite spot-blablabla

2009-01-26T08:32:00.000-08:00

Nicely decorated restaurant, offering both oriental and western food. near town center, a good place to catch up with friends.try it guys!!!!